A beTer plAce...

I stay alone again with a cloudy sky above me
No stars, no moon, no light
Again I wonder am I free
Should I continue this fight
Shall I search for love once again
Until I have no strength left in my blood
To the moment when I’ll completely go insane
When pain will fill my mind like flood
Life sucks I’d say once more
Loneliness drives me mad with every passing day
And rises the will to open Hell’s door
Should this terrifying desire I obey
The answer to this question I know not
The decision is so hard to take
Everything around me is so fake
There is no good enough for living spot
Sick of regrets and lies is my mind
A better place I need to find